Tuesday, April 29, 2008

In the News

Headline from today's news: "Bush says no magic wand to lower fuel prices." That's obviously because HE'S A MUGGLE. Duh.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Sunset


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Originally uploaded by desanders
Sunset view from my back deck, 4/24/08. So pretty!

Friday, April 18, 2008

Southland Tales -

Compare the two movie clips: One from Southland Tales (Justin Timberlake)vs Donnie Darko (Jake Gyllenhaal). And people say Southland Tales is nothing like Donnie Darko. I think you can TOTALLY tell this is Richard Kelly's sensibilities.

Donnie Darko ( Tears for fears - Head over heels )

See video.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Queen Mab: Like The Rock Star Of Sleep

I love this so much that I don’t even care if it’s cliché in any regard.
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O, then I see Queen Mab hath been with you.
She is the fairies' midwife, and she comes
In shape no bigger than an agate stone
On the forefinger of an alderman,
Drawn with a team of little atomies
Athwart men's noses as they lie asleep;

Her wagon spokes made of long spinners' legs,
The cover, of the wings of grasshoppers;
Her traces, of the smallest spider's web;
Her collars, of the moonshine's wat'ry beams;
Her whip, of cricket's bone; the lash, of film;
Her wagoner, a small grey-coated gnat,
Not half so big as a round little worm
Prick'd from the lazy finger of a maid;
Her chariot is an empty hazelnut,
Made by the joiner squirrel or old grub,
Time out o' mind the fairies' coachmakers.

And in this state she 'gallops night by night
Through lovers' brains, and then they dream of love;
O'er courtiers' knees, that dream on cursies straight;
O'er lawyers' fingers, who straight dream on fees;
O'er ladies' lips, who straight on kisses dream,
Which oft the angry Mab with blisters plagues,
Because their breaths with sweetmeats tainted are.

Sometime she gallops o'er a courtier's nose,
And then dreams he of smelling out a suit;
And sometime comes she with a tithe-pig's tail
Tickling a parson's nose as 'a lies asleep,
Then dreams he of another benefice.

Sometimes she driveth o'er a soldier's neck,
And then dreams he of cutting foreign throats,
Of breaches, ambuscadoes, Spanish blades,
Of healths five fadom deep; and then anon
Drums in his ear, at which he starts and wakes,
And being thus frighted, swears a prayer or two
And sleeps again. This is that very Mab
That plats the manes of horses in the night
And bakes the elflocks in foul sluttish, hairs,
Which once untangled much misfortune bodes
This is the hag, when maids lie on their backs,
That presses them and learns them first to bear,
Making them women of good carriage.

This is she-

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

My Retractable Pencil!

I lost my retractable pencil at work today, and I felt just like this video.

The 23 Ultimate Steps Of Life

Just finished reading Pain-Free Arthritis.
In combining the steps from the book with things I've learned from CBT, I've come up with "23 ULTIMATE STEPS OF LIFE", which I shall endeavor to incorporate into my life. It seems just a weeeeeeeeee bit on the high-maintenance side, yah! Well hey,now I know why elderly people are slow and bitchy, because being in constant pain sucks total and complete ass. To turn my life around (which I've been working on for some years now already), requires some obvious major alterations to my conventional ways of thinking.

Anyways, the steps are as follows:

1. Exercise 45 min. daily.
2. Keep an exercise journal.
3. Apply moist heat to pain.
4. Sleep at least 7 hrs. a night.
5. Keep a diet and weight journal.
6. Take supplements/vitamins.
7. Set weight loss goals and calculate intake.
8. Avoid animal foods.
9. Avoid nightshade plants (peppers, tomatoes, eggplant).
10. Eat healing foods and a balanced diet (to include broccoli, grapes, green tea, fish w/omega 3 oils, pineapple, soy, whole grains, fruits & vegetables, blueberries, walnuts, pumpkin, squash, and beans).
11. Pace yoruself.
12. Take time to rest.
13. Get massage therapy.
14. Do yoga.
15. Engage in positive, pleasant thinking.
16. Practice relaxation responses and stress reduction techniques.
17. Take medication (NSAIDs) for pain.
18. Learn new things often.
19. Read and discuss what you read.
20. Have social contact, becasue isolation is bad for the brain.
21. Learn to play a musical instrument.
22. Make art.
23. Use cognitive behavioral therapy techniques to decrease anxiety and stress.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

A 26-year-old secret could free inmate

The ethics of law are incredibly interesting - Justice: at the same time very harsh, fair, indifferent, objective, and totally outside the realm of what our hearts might tell us to do. But it's the only way it can be. This is a great story.
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A 26-year-old secret could free inmate

By SHARON COHEN, AP National Writer 2 hours, 27 minutes ago

CHICAGO - For nearly 26 years, the affidavit was sealed in an envelope and stored in a locked box, tucked away with the lawyer's passport and will. Sometimes he stashed the box in his bedroom closet, other times under his bed.

It stayed there — year after year, decade after decade.

Then, about two years ago, Dale Coventry, the box's owner, got a call from his former colleague, W. Jamie Kunz. Both were once public defenders. They hadn't talked in a decade.

"We're both getting on in years," Kunz said. "We ought to do something with that affidavit to make sure it's not wasted in case we both leave this good Earth."

Coventry assured him it was in a safe place. He found it in the fireproof metal box, but didn't read it. He didn't need to. He was reminded of the case every time he heard that a wronged prisoner had been freed.

In January, Kunz called again. This time, he had news: A man both lawyers had represented long ago in the murder of two police officers, Andrew Wilson, had died in prison.

Kunz asked Coventry to get the affidavit.

"It's in a sealed envelope," Coventry said.

"Open it," Kunz said, impatiently.

And so, Coventry began reading aloud the five-line declaration the lawyers had written more than a quarter-century before:

An innocent man was behind bars. His name was Alton Logan. He did not kill a security guard in a McDonald's restaurant in January 1982.

"In fact," the document said, "another person was responsible."

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They knew, because Andrew Wilson told them: He did it.

But that was the catch.

Lawyer-client privilege is not complete; most states allow attorneys to reveal confidences to prevent a death, serious bodily harm or criminal fraud. But this case didn't offer that kind of exception.

So when Andrew Wilson told his lawyers that he, and not Alton Logan, had killed the guard, they felt powerless — aware of information that could free a man they believed to be innocent, but unable to do anything with that knowledge. And for decades, they said nothing.

As they recall, Wilson — who was facing charges in the February 1982 murders of police officers William Fahey and Richard O'Brien — was even a bit gleeful about the McDonald's shooting. To Kunz, he seemed like a child who had been caught doing something naughty.

"I was surprised at how unabashed he was in telling us," he says. "There was no sense of unease or embarrassment. ... He smiled and kind of giggled. He hugged himself, and said, 'Yeah, it was me.'"

Alton Logan already had been charged with the McDonald's shooting that left one guard dead and another injured. Another man, Edgar Hope, also was arrested, and assigned a public defender, Marc Miller.

Miller says he was stunned when his client announced he didn't know Alton Logan and had never seen him before their arrests. According to Miller, Hope was persistent: "You need to tell his attorney he represents an innocent man."

Hope went a step further, Miller says: He told him Andrew Wilson was his right-hand man — "the guy who guards my back" — and urged the lawyer to confirm that with his street friends. He did.

Miller says he eventually did tell Logan's lawyer his client was innocent, but offered no details.

First, though, he approached Kunz, his fellow public defender and former partner.

"You think your life's difficult now?" Miller recalls telling Kunz. "My understanding is that your client Andrew Wilson is the shooter in the McDonald's murder."

Coventry and Kunz brought Wilson to the jail law library and this, they say, was when they confronted him and he made his unapologetic confession. They didn't press for details. "None of us had any doubt," Coventry says.

And, he adds, it wasn't just Wilson's word. Firearms tests, according to court records, linked a shotgun shell found at McDonald's with a weapon that police found at the beauty parlor where Andrew Wilson lived. The slain police officers' guns also were discovered there.

Now the lawyers had two big worries: Another killing might be tied to their client, and "an innocent man had been charged with his murder and was very likely ... to get the death penalty," Kunz says.

But bound by legal ethics, they kept quiet.

Instead, they wrote down what they'd been told. If the situation ever arose where they could help Logan, there would be a record — no one could say they had just made it up. They say they didn't name Wilson, fearing someone would hear about the document and subpoena it. They didn't even make a copy.

But on March 17, 1982, Kunz, Coventry and Miller signed the notarized affidavit: "I have obtained information through privileged sources that a man named Alton Logan ... who was charged with the fatal shooting of Lloyd Wickliffe ... is in fact not responsible for that shooting ... "

Knowing the affidavit had to be secret, Wilson's lawyers looked for ways to help Logan without hurting their client. They consulted with legal scholars, ethics commissions, the bar association.

Kunz says he mentioned the case dozens of times over the years to lawyers, never divulging names but explaining that he knew a guy serving a life sentence for a crime committed by one of his clients.

There's nothing you can do, he was told.

Coventry had another idea. He figured Wilson probably would be executed for the police killings, so he visited him in prison and posed a question: Can I reveal what you told me, the lawyer asked, after your death?

"I managed to say it without being obnoxious," Coventry says. "He wasn't stupid. He understood exactly what I was asking. He knew he was going to get the death penalty and he agreed."

Coventry says he asked Wilson the same question years later — and got the same answer.

But ultimately, Wilson was sentenced to life in prison without parole.

His death penalty was reversed after he claimed Chicago police had electrically shocked, beaten and burned him with a radiator to secure his confession. (Decades later, a special prosecutor's report concluded police had tortured dozens of suspects over two decades.)

Logan's case was working its way through the courts, too. During the first of two trials in which he was convicted, Coventry walked in to hear part of the death penalty phase. "It's pretty creepy watching people deciding if they're going to kill an innocent man," he says.

The lawyers had a plan if it came to that: They would appeal to the governor to stop the execution. But with a life sentence, they remained silent.

Still, there were whispers. When Logan changed lawyers before his second trial, Miller says the new lawyer approached him. He had heard that Miller knew something more.

Please, he asked, can you help?

Miller says he told him he could do nothing for him. But he says he repeated the words he had uttered to Logan's first lawyer, more than a decade earlier:

"You represent an innocent man."

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In prison, Alton Logan heard the news: First, Andrew Wilson had died. Second, there was an affidavit in his case.

"I said finally, somebody has come (forward) and told the truth," Logan says. "I've been saying this for the past 26 years: It WASN'T me."

In January, the two lawyers, with a judge's permission, revealed their secret in court.

Two months later, Marc Miller testified about his client's declaration of Logan's innocence.

But an affidavit and sworn testimony do not guarantee freedom — or prove innocence.

And Alton Logan knows that. After spending almost half his 54 years as an inmate, this slight man with a fringe of gray beard, stooped shoulders and weary eyes seems resigned to the reality that his fate is beyond his control.

"I have to accept whatever comes down," he says, sitting in a visitor's room at the Stateville Correctional Center in Joliet.

He insists he's not angry with Edgar Hope — the man who first said he was innocent — or even Andrew Wilson. He says he once approached Wilson in prison and asked him to "come clean. Tell the truth." Wilson just smiled and kept walking.

Nor is Logan angry with the lawyers who kept the secret. But he wonders if there wasn't some way they could have done more.

"What I can't understand is you know the truth, you held the truth and you know the consequences of that not coming forward?" he says of the lawyers. "Is (a) job more important than an individual's life?"

The lawyers say it was about their client — Wilson — not about their jobs, and they maintain that the prosecutors and police are at fault.

Kunz says he knows some people might find his actions outrageous. His obligation, though, was to Andrew Wilson.

"If I had ratted him out ... then I could feel guilty, then I could not live with myself," he says. "I'm anguished and always have been over the sad injustice of Alton Logan's conviction. Should I do the right thing by Alton Logan and put my client's neck in the noose or not? It's clear where my responsibility lies and my responsibility lies with my client."

On April 18, Logan will be in court as his lawyer, Harold Winston, pushes for a new trial. Along with the affidavit, Winston has accumulated new evidence, including an eyewitness who says Logan wasn't at McDonald's and a letter from an inmate who claims Wilson signed a statement while in prison implicating himself in the murder — and clearing Logan.

But obstacles remain.

Logan can't depend on Edgar Hope. According to his attorney, Hope probably will exercise his Fifth Amendment rights against self-incrimination.

And he'll have to deal with eyewitnesses. His lawyer says one person changed her story in the two trials, but a second, the security guard injured in the shooting, did not. (A third, who has since died, had acknowledged that Wilson and Logan looked alike.)

Logan prefers not to look too far ahead or think too far back. He refuses to dwell on missed opportunities — marriage, children, job. "You cannot live with the situation I'm in and say, 'What if?'"

He says if he is released, he'll move to Oregon to be with his brother. "After spending 26 years in this hellhole, I want to get as far away from here as I possibly can," he says.

Last month, the Chicago Sun-Times, in an editorial, urged the attorney general or governor to release Logan, noting his claims of innocence "ring achingly true." (The state has declined comment on the case.)

Logan keeps a copy of the 26-year-old affidavit in his cell. Every now and then, he reads the single paragraph, trying to divine what the lawyers were thinking and if this piece of paper will help unlock the prison doors.

He's not banking on it.

"I'm not sold on it," he says. "The only time I'll be sold is when they tell me I can go."

For now, though, Alton Logan waits. The heavy prison doors clank behind him as he walks down the corridor to his cell. He does not look back.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Moby: 'I would marry Britney Spears'


Yeah, I Googled "britney spears" in the news in order to find this out. I'm not ashamed to say it.
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Moby: 'I would marry Britney Spears'

Thursday, April 10 2008, 14:05 BST
By Beth Hilton, Entertainment Reporter

Moby has joked that he wants to marry Britney Spears.

The dance star - who collaborated with Spears on her 2003 album In The Zone - said he felt more attracted to her with each new development in her life.

He told The Sun: "Britney is like this Tennessee Williams tragic figure. The fatter she gets, the weirder she gets, the more I love her.

"I found her moderately appealing in the late '90s, but now I would marry her in a heartbeat!"

He previously blamed the singer's troubles on her rise to fame at an early age.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Carnival - Bikini Kill



I wanna go! This is my new favorite song. For today.

Monday, April 7, 2008

Exercise! Diet! Whoo, Good Times!

I'm reading this book: Pain-Free Arthritis: A 7-Step Plan For Feeling Better Again. I've read it once before, but this time I'm inspired to do the stuff it says, namely exercise and diet. I hope that I'm FINALLY REALLY ACTUALLY TRULY CONVINCED that exercise and diet can dramatically diminish so many different health problems. I have to do it. I can't be in pain all the time like I am - it's too miserable. It's a matter of enacting major life change that's so hard.

Anyways, I'm optimistically turning a new leaf in life. Well, fingers crossed anyways. Spring is here, and the outlook seems sunny.

Also I'm contemplating going back on caffeine, at least unless it seems to be too negatively overwhelming. I've been off it awhile and am okay with that, but I enjoy drinking coffee an awful lot.

Friday, April 4, 2008

Hangin' Out


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Originally uploaded by chimphappyhour
Eeeep!

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Learning How to Think After Coffee

Just realized there is an obvious link between me quitting caffeine and me not writing stuff in my blog. I have to re-learn how to think and talk. For realz.